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38 year old. Abroad in Scotland. Home in the Boston area. Got my Masters in Dress & Textile Histories. Two dead parents.
Updates with images maybe public. Personal stuff or photos that feature friends and myself (with said objects) will remain private.

If you are looking for my graphics they can be found @ [community profile] stillpermanentt That's all folks!

Superman

Aug. 31st, 2025 07:26 pm
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Finally got to watch Superman.

Knew I'd love it.

Gunn knocked it tf out of the park. Rachel isn't my favorite actress but she's great as Lois. David is perfection.

I know everyone is calling Vasil Ghurko as Netanyahu, but I really see Putin with Boris Johnson's body (I mean, an unprovoked attack on another country, claiming it's to "free it's people" come on, it's PUTIN). I say that as a critic of Netanyahu. But then again, people don't see Oct. 7th as provocation so not shocking.

But I know people see what they want to see, that's the point, it's not one specific inspiration and anyone who claims it is...well...
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It occurred to me upon adding some new folks to my F-List, *waves to new people* that there may be some things that they need/want to know to 'keep up' as it were. So, here it goes.

Updated slightly 2021

I'll say I'm always in the dark, you've got me now )
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Happy Hanukkah and Merry Christmas! ♥

I hope everyone's holiday's are going well. Mine has been pretty chill, just a gnarly headache that won't go away. Watched A Princess for Christmas and we're now watching Die Hard.

Last night was my last night at Pop!Xylem, did six days a week from Dec. 1st until yesterday. Back to being unemployed.

Other life updates below )

what is my country? )

[I rise]

Nov. 19th, 2016 09:26 pm
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Yo.

Update:

Becky was living with Medra & I. She'd burned bridges with pretty much everyone else. Veeeeeery long story short, there was a fight and she attempted suicide while I tried to comfort Medra. The Becky we knew is gone. She says what she thinks people wants to hear, is obsessed with her appearance and self centered, sleeping most of the time and not taking the shit ton of pills she'd been prescribed. She promised not to drink, we let go a lot but there's only so much we could do.


Had a fulltime job. The shop was not for me and told me (a week in, working with a new system and they wouldn't let me do anything, made me do what I've been doing for over 10 years in a completely different way) that I needed to "impress them more". This was the day after I watched the woman who was like a little sister being escorted off by EMTs after being talked down. I quit shortly thereafter.

Had a great job at a cool, sold things more my style (and not pretentious) the people were fun and lovely, I was on a trial basis for 2 weeks at $10 an hour then up to $12 on the books. The first Monday Medra had to have emergency surgery, despite offering to come in until I was needed (to bring her home) they told me to take the day. Okay cool. Then the next Saturday, I covered for the other new girl. On my way to the T, I was nearly hit by a car then fell really hard on my knees, using my arm to brace myself. I kept going, made a sling out of my scarf during the majority of work (got an actual sling during lunch, after 3PM.) I went to get an Xray the next day because it hurt something terrible and it turns out I broke my fucking elbow. I emailed them, letting them know what happened but that I'd still be happy to come in and do what I could until it healed, despite the doctor telling me I shouldn't.

I got fired.

I finally got my check from them, so I'm thinking about reporting them for breaking labor laws.

After that happened I began looking at internships in my field, since most jobs want at least 2 years experience – HA! and I prepped everything to apply for one at the Museum of Fine Arts only for it to be for undergrads only. Which they took over a week to fucking tell me since they took 5 days to respond and not answer my question. Sent them a response and another 4 days.



That combined with the outcome of the election has had me preeeeetty depressed. Got my grades the day after the election (2 weeks late.) UK/Scotland's grading system is weird, but I'm still upset I didn't do better on my dissertation.



My old store, Xylem, has moved an hour and a half away so it's not really feasible for me. BUT it looks like there will be a pop up store version, and I just got word it's a go! So I'll be there full time for at least a month!

Gained weight, shocking I know. But I've got a new doctor, got blood work and flu shots. I'm trying to adult, really I am.

May post later with thoughts on the shit show that is our political situation. [shrugs]

Stay safe out there. ♥



Toves
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Hellllloooo.

I LIVE.

I know I've been shit. I totally get if all of you (if there's anyone there) don't want to respond or anything. But I've decided since I'm no longer seeing a therapist and the wait to see one through school is MONTHS out, that I'd come back to LJ just to help me get things out. There's no need to respond, unless you want to, I won't blame anyone or anything, I have no right to.

Quick update:
In grad school in Glasgow, Scotland.
Meds have been changed because Adderall for adults isn't really a thing here.
Made friends, all dating people/engaged to people.
Still single.
2nd oldest person in department.
more below )

AQSDFGHJK

Jun. 11th, 2013 10:54 pm
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MY BROTHER'S ENGAGED.


I'M GETTING AN AWESOME SISTER IN LAW.

Boston

Apr. 19th, 2013 11:42 am
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I know, long time no update. Firstly, thank you to all for the kind and thoughtful birthday wishes. They made my day.

Secondly, I am fine. I was at work during the marathon and am stuck at home now. To get home I had to walk past one of the main hospitals where they were bringing people, I lost track of the emergency vehicles I saw.

feelings on the events this past week and on going... )
I just want this all to end.

Update!

Jan. 17th, 2013 01:24 pm
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Hey errybody! Happy New Year and all that jazz. I haven't been around much, I know and I'm sorry. Hope yours is going better than mine is. And the funny thing is, I had a pretty good New Years Eve, and went into 2013 with a positive outlook. Here's what's happened thus far:

- Jan. 1st : The battery on my computer dies because it clearly knows how to party! I have to drop $130 to replace it. Oh, and to get to the Apple Store needed to get a new T pass so that was another 70.

- THERE HAS BEEN CONFIRMATION OF THE BY-OTCH LEAVING AFTER SHE GRADUATES. THIS HAS BEEN THE ONE BEACON OF HOPE AS OF LATE.



- Medra, Jess and Hope have been sick, and I've managed to not be. I've had this nagging morning headache somedays, and a little congestion but nothing major. Until this morning. Sore throat, congestion, groggy head the works. Also, Boston is on High Alert for the flu. Now, I got a flu shot, but it only protects against like, 60% of the flu viruses out there, so FUN.

- Oh, and to top it all off, Greg (the guy at the coffee shop that I really liked and gave me mixed signals) well, confusion cleared right up yesterday! He'd been acting weird around me, like he'd meet my eyes but would barely acknowledge me at all for a while. So I was like, fine you clearly don't like me now I can get over you. This went on for about 2-3 weeks. Then he's my bro again, we're all buddy buddy. Yesterday I got my coffee and he met my eyes briefly but was otherwise too distracted by shorts and leggings girl, with her woolen hat and vintage T-shirt. I mean really, it's fucking snowing you idiot. Whatever. Fine. That's settled, not into me. Then I was leaving work and I saw the owner Lucy (who mentioned to my boss previously that she and her co-workers like watching Greg and I interact) and was going to wave once I passed the column. Her head went up, I passed the column, went to wave and saw Greg with his tongue down short's girls' throat. FUN.

Called Mum last night, had a good cry and woke up feeling like shit physically and emotionally. MOTHER FUCK.

So I truly hope all of your New Years are going better than mine.



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I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.
-Audrey Hepburn

[2012 scrapbook] )
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It's that time, once again! Holiday cards! If you'd like one and you got one last year, or don't remember check out what you posted last year here. Just let me know if it's changed! <333

I know I've been a little MIA but lately I just don't know what to write. Not much going on here really, but don't think I don't remember all of you and feel bad for not updating, I just don't know what to say. All comments are screened, so have no fear!





Toves
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To keep proper track of this I'm going to look back a month at the Wii Fit and record everything. Right now, I (on average) wear a size 20.

7/31: 249.9 lbs (36.82)
8/07: 243.4 lbs (36.89)
8/17: 244.5 lbs (37.85)
8/25: 242.7 lbs (36.70)
8/31: 240.3 lbs (36.42)

Next BMI Goal: 36.35

Wow....looking at it like that makes it feel different.

Currently in RI with my family. Sam's here and we just spent the evening with him and his new girlfriend Laura. I'm exhausted but more later.



Toves
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Okay, so this is a stupid post but I HAVE TO. So for those who don't know--the official trailer for S5 of Merlin is out. [x]

Last night I figured out how to DL youtube videos and this made my first gif set for S5. I couldn't be the only ones to notice the big changes to the series...





Merlin S5 developments - weather
now with extreme heat, snow and zombies.


I cannot be the only one to think this hysterical...can I?
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So my current iPhone case is dead, it lasted me over a year but I need a new one (there is a rubber band holding it together at the top.) The one I like the most is 35.00 and I can't rationalize spending that ATM. So here are some alternatives I've found and liked (and are a better price and have good feedback)



The one that I want but is to much money (it's 3 pieces, 2 silicone jackets and the white hard shape thing):



I know some of you have iPhones so I was wondering what (if anything) you've got/would recommend?
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EOIN MACKEN HAS REPLIED TO ME ON TWITTER. TO ME. EOIN. MACKEN. SEX G-D OF CAMELOT. REPLIED TO ME. TWITTER.










*DIES*

IDEA.

Jul. 13th, 2012 08:08 pm
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Okay, okay, okay. Merlin fans. In need of opinion. Not sure if idea is genius or heat stroke.

Okay, so I was walking home listening to a band that I have started to associate with Elena/Gwaine when I had an idea. CAMELOCKS.

Yes. Camelocks. A fic of the knights (and Arthur etc) but they have a band. And they each pick a name and Gwaine thinks Camelocks is HILARIOUS (no one else does) but he wins the straw challenge thing so they're called Camelocks.

They music sounds like these artists: Darling It's True and Stake your claim. It's sort of poppy but a rock kitchy thing going to and yeah.


Brilliant or delusional?
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I am sure many of you have seen this around, but it's my turn to rave about it.



The Icon Quest is a graphics-centered interactive community.
Enter challenges, make icons, earn points, become the ultimate icon maker!
Info // Sign Up

It's where RP and icons meet. I am so excited about this you guys! And you'll get a nifty little page like this: here. With all your stats and whatever else you want! COME JOIN THE FUN!
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Okay, so I'm a bit desperate here. If there is anyone who would be remotely interested, the community I co-mod, [livejournal.com profile] merlingirlstill is having it's 100th challenge. There is no theme, it's a free for all and I even posted some Merlin themed inspiration. I gave it two weeks and I've got no entries. I'm extending it for one more week. Please, I really wanted this one to be a success. I feel like the community is slowly dying and this would just make my day. You can check it out here:

100th!

wee update

Jun. 5th, 2012 02:00 pm
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Hey folks! I'll update soon about the movie with Greg & friends so don't think I've forgotten!

If anyone on FB likes the Borgias may I recommend the game? I'm not one for FB games (or FB for that matter) but I'm hooked! You can add friends and they become your family and you get money for visiting them. You work your way up in society, talking with people, poisoning, bribing, assassinating and spying on people. As you work up the ranks you can build up your home so that you can profit by it. You also fight people and can steal their shit! IT'S AWESOME. Anyway, I run a house that makes 80 silver every hour, so I'm waiting for 6 minutes to collect before I work on my room. Wish me luck (mostly with cleaning my room, but the game too!)

Also working on a 20in20 (barely started) and almost done with my entries for [livejournal.com profile] landofart challenge, I Will Go Down With This Ship. May be biting off more than I can chew. We shall see!




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