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Aug. 10th, 2011 12:03 amUPDATE
Talked to Mum, had a good heart to heart (I sobbed) and am feeling a bit better.
Well, I was. I reapplied to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
20inspirations and so far one No. If I don't get in again, fuck it. Fuck graphics. It's all a matter of opinion. Right? Please say yes--this is the one thing I've got going for me--kind of. I'm so sick and tired of this. This is what it feels like: "No, you're great. You're work is wonderful. Well, except for you know, everything that isn't. Because it's not good enough. But really, I love your work."
Talked to Mum, had a good heart to heart (I sobbed) and am feeling a bit better.
Well, I was. I reapplied to
20inspirations and so far one No. If I don't get in again, fuck it. Fuck graphics. It's all a matter of opinion. Right? Please say yes--this is the one thing I've got going for me--kind of. I'm so sick and tired of this. This is what it feels like: "No, you're great. You're work is wonderful. Well, except for you know, everything that isn't. Because it's not good enough. But really, I love your work."
